Digressed Mind – DYKNWUTAVOLIS

https://youtu.be/fkMOHHxXBSQ • Hank The Wvrm - Schizoidalisms• Skin Pillow - Spastic electricity• (the) Negative Slvg - Drones• Gustavo Pernicious - Visualization and Internalization• (the) Ryan - Anti-intellectual property theft and other crimes against no one © Ryan Scott Sanders and Hank The Wvrm, 2014-2022. Unauthorized use and/or duplication of this material without express and written …

Happy Molly’s Gotcha Day!

Molly and I found each other nine years ago, today. She was estimated to be about a year and a half old at that time, putting her birthdate some time in the fall of 2011.At the time I was still kind of nursing the wounds of the loss of a previous fur buddy, Angel. For …

Remembering My Ma, One Year Later

This may take a while... When Ma got sick last year and we started to realize that it was pretty serious, I went to the Hispanic corner store across the street from us and bought a prayer candle to light for her. I'm not religious in that way, but something in me needed to express …

High Thoughts To That Other Dude

I faintly heard a voice talking, but not loud enough for me to clearly hear it, but it honestly sounded like you talking to Nico, except it was like you were lecturing here like you were a professor at some fucking nerd university, and I was like, what the fuck kind of symposium is going …

The Sound And The Madness

I don't feel like I've been existing in the same reality as everything else the past couple of weeks, especially the last few days. My brain seems to kind of reset every time I go to sleep, which it kind of has always done anyway, but now it feels like a total wipe, like I …

get it out of my head

Stream of consciousness verbal vomit probably saying nothing probably will delete https://youtu.be/2hzCM0wguNU Context? Had an absolute panic attack meltdown while trying to cook at work tonight. I knew I'd been feeling fucked up for a few days and really wasn't any better today, but I hoped pushing myself to make it to work would help …

Retraction Pocket – Deterioration Ceremony

Deterioration Ceremony is the debut output from Retraction Pocket, which is comprised of Francesco Terrini, Digressed Mind, and Ennaytch. Out now on Field Strike Archive! The entirety of the album is layered from each perspective allowing a range of sounds and exchanges. Sporadic, psychedelically tinged walls of noise escalate their ways through the field. Like …

TL/DR: Dis motherfucker crazy and weird…

TL/DR: Dis motherfucker crazy and weird... The 9 characteristics of BPD according to nerd ass doctor books, with my own notes trying to make sense of whatever: 1. Frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment. I didn't understand this one all that well until recently. I've always thought I didn't care about having other …

Cranial Leakage

I woke up with part of my consciousness leaking from a crack in my psyche. It had pooled on the bedspread and congealed, small winged, quivering things stuck anxiously in its viscid sheen. I scraped it up rashly with trembling fingers and the edge of a dull trough, taking several haphazard turns to pour it …

2 pomes

[some lazy stream of consciousness scribbling i did tonight while trying to sort out the tumultuous mess of stranded thoughts racing through my confusedly depressed mind right now as i inexplicably spiral out after not so bad a day. kind of had Bukowsky and Mike IX on the mind as i wrote] • with each …