i am afraid of a lack of control of losing control not in the sense of an explosive act of anger as that statement has come to typically suggest but in literally not having the ability to control anything. everything. this extends to interactions with the other lumpy meat sacks from casual exchanges in a … Continue reading lack of absolute reckless abandon
i fucking LOVE you and i want to fucking MAKE you miserable for the entirety of my time left wanting, loving you. [Edited - I felt like the unending finish to this needed to be more ambiguous. So I changed something. Cheers!] © Ryan Scott Sanders and Dharma and Belligerence: Mad Rants from a Free-Range Buddhist … Continue reading miserable
i'm good on the do me idea need help on not making all the other People Places Things my concern. ALL THE OTHER THINGS (just don't need to be) MY fucking problem .... ? .... baby steps.