Every time I find myself, I get complacent. And then, of course, parts of me get restless. They wander off again and get lost. This time I want to do a better job of putting me all together and moving forward. #TimeToChange "When you realize how perfect everything is you will tilt your head back … Continue reading A musing on restlessness and complacency, with Apes of Gloom
This is a (clearly) highly manipulated image of my dry erase "organization" board, or "Writer's Board," in my *ahem* office slash work space slash insanity pod slash zen spot slash.... How long can a neurotic slash borderline psychotic slash unhinged silly guy slash funny man hipster insomniac unwillingly exist as both a night owl and … Continue reading What Mania Looks Like?
it flows over me suffocation scuttling glacial current pungent cloud, languid wrapped in wings of leather panging a leaden shroud in cold calculation i can hear nothing i can witness nothing i feel nothing the weight of all existence forced down, pressing oblivion. silence is the thunderous echo of voices voices of We all folded … Continue reading but the silence is deafening
Most of the conflict in my life as it relates to the Others (all you people who, as far as I can tell, don't exist inside of my head) is that I expect motherfuckers to know what I am thinking, what I want, and what I expect from you Others at any given moment. When … Continue reading You Oughtta Know